difficult thing to do

I've never been good in writing everything I eat so I don't think I'll be very likely to do it again and here. I must tell you I am serious about getting a better relationship with food. I've been doing well, it's going on a month now. I've done well for close than a year a while ago, so the challenge is to change my lifestyle. SO HELP ME GOD!!!
It's good to know that my baby loves me, no matter what I look like. He says the diet shouldn't be for him - it isn't.